
There just didn't seem to be any other way to explain why I'm not going to be present for the first two weeks of the Libby trial so I decided to resort to the truth.
As someone who has devoted years to building this blog around coverage of the CIA leak investigation, it's going to be really rough to sit on the sidelines for the first two weeks while Marcy, Christy, Pach and others cover the trial in person. I've been working for months now to obtain a press pass and set up the "Plame House" in Washington DC as a central place for bloggers to stay and share information amongst ourselves as we cover the trial. When I received (with the help of Arianna Huffington and Rachel Sklar of the Huffington Post) the only press pass awarded to a blogger to be in the actual courtroom, I was blown away. And as you might well imagine, it would have to be something pretty serious to keep me away for even a moment.
In mid-December I was diagnosed with breast cancer for the third time. It's a bit more serious this time and treatment is going to have to be more extensive. I owe a huge debt of thanks to all the folks on the blog who have stepped in and allowed me time to investigate treatment options with many physicians and make an informed decision on that front. In addition to regulars like Christy, Pach and TRex who have taken over many of my duties, I also need to express my thanks to commenters like Scarecrow, Looseheadprop, Peterr, Hugh and Oilfieldguy who have done incredible work posting so that I could take this time off. Guest posters like Taylor Marsh, Swopa, Steve Gilliard, Watertiger, Howie Klein and others have also pitched in, and no amount of words can thank the incredible RGB, our site administrator, who has taken it upon himself to coordinate all these disparate elements on the fly. It's been a daunting task and he has managed it spectacularly.
On Thursday I go in for surgery at St. John's Hospital in Santa Monica. My surgeons are Dr. Armando Giuliano, with whom I've been down this road before, and Dr. Jay Orringer, who comes highly recommended by both friends and his own superb work. Thanks to the time that all of those who contribute to this blog have afforded me to investigate all my options, I feel really confident in my choice of treatments. Right now I'm writing from John Amato's house, the Crooks & Liars bat cave, where I'll be recouping. The emotional support that bloggers like John, Digby, Arianna, and of course Pach, TRex and the amazing Christy have given to me during this time -- well, there just are no words to express.
Thank you to everyone who contributed to the effort that allowed us to set up the Plame house. As Pach begins blogging from the trial today, one of only two reporters at a time allowed into the courtroom, I am just bursting with pride. Christy will be in the courtroom for opening statements, and Marcy will be live blogging the trial on FDL from the WiFi room within the courthouse. Fortunately there is no shortage of talent to be able to handle the coverage probably better than I ever could during the period of my absence. For this and many other things I am very grateful.
I'll be in Washington DC starting on Monday, Feburary 4. Before we settled on a surgery option I wrestled Drs. Orringer and Giluliano to the floor, got them in a hammerlock and made them promise me that I would be able to fly in two weeks. And so I will.
Covering the CIA leak investigation on this blog and participating in the community that has come together to do so has been one of the great joys of my life. There is nothing that is going to keep me away from that trial, and I just want to express my heartfelt thanks to everyone who is giving me the support to make that possible.
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Good luck, Jane. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Damn! You go Jane. We owe you such a debt of gratitude for all you’ve done.
My very best wishes and prayers Jane.
{{{Jane!}}}
Love ya, Jane. You are going to kick some cancer ass…not a doubt in my mind.
Beat it again, Jane! Win, Jane, win!
ditto what Christy said….
Good luck, Jane.
Many Blessings to you, dear Jane and I will hold healing thoughts for you and your spirit very carefully in my heart.
{{{{{{{{{{{healing prayers}}}}}}}}}}}
Mrs. retirin’ and myself will be sending all the good karma we can muster your way. You are in our thoughts, hang in there. The best is yet to come.
Thought and prayers babe, thoughts and prayers.
oh, damn. we’re with you all the way, Jane. wishing you strength for this ordeal.
You are in our thoughts and prayers as well, chez Mack.
Having some family experience in this arena, I have observed that the patient is the largest variable in the equation, and I am confident that your strength will serve you well.
God Bless.
Looking forward to seeing you back on the job soon.
Best wishes for successful surgery and a quick and uneventful recovery.
God speed, Jane Hamsher.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Third time’s the charm to beat it!
Best wishes, and that must have been some wrestling match!
Best wishes, even prayers from those of us who rarely pray. I know you hate to miss the action. We’ll be thinking of you, and we have confidence in you. Kick ass, girl!
And thank you so so so much for doing this.. at some risk, it seems, to your own health. America needs so many more people like you…
We’ve been more than eager to step in and provide whatever support we can. In the face of new challenges, the best of our FDL family has come together. I never doubted it. We’ve never done anything else.
Take good care of yourself, Jane. We need you around kicking ass for a good long time yet.
It’s a remarkable group of incredibly talented people you’ve assembled here, and I mean to take nothing away from them by saying that for this Libby trial to unfold without your uncompromising voice would be a loss I’d rather not contemplate on many levels.
Delurking to wish you a strong recovery. Thanks for all you do!
We are here for you.
Thanks for the honest and clear message.
We believe in you.
Beat the crap out of it Jane! My thoughts are with you.
Jane, our thought and love are with you, but..please do not fly to DC unless your doctor’s give the ok. Your health is more important than Libby, Bush and even us. Plus, we will need you just as much or more down the road, so for now put your health first.
Jane -
You will be in my prayers and thoughts, and you have my best wishes.
Wow, I’m so sorry to hear that, best wishes for a full recovery. I’m sure there is no lack of competance from the team you’ve assembled, and they’ll fill in admirably while you do what it takes to get healthy again.
just adding my thoughts and prayers for you too, Jane.
Good health to you Jane! Thank you for all that you do for your fellow citizens.
Oh Jane.
What you didn’t need in the midst of all of this well earned excitement was this punch in the gut.
What you do have here is a community that will crawl over broken glass to help you in whatever way we can. Please DO NOT HESITATE to ask for help of any kind from any of us.
Sending you much love, hugs and prayers.
RevDeb
JH… the news you bring this afternoon is… well… damn.
kiddo.
… Wherein you beat it for good! Take no prisoners, Jane!! See you at the court house…
Best wishes.
We’re all looking forward to your triumphant arrival in D.C. on February 4.
You’re gonna be OK Jane. St. Johns is right around the corner. Holler if you need additional support.
What you’ve done here bringing FDL to life, which is so valuable to the necessary discourse about our future, is testimony to the strength you have inside.
Jane Hamsher, fight it with strength and love, you’re obviously not alone, and you have my respect and best wishes. (and if you get down, it seems as if Amato has enough of a music stash to keep you healing.)
Good luck, Jane! Blessed be.
I’ve lurked forever but must comment now -
ALL of our love your way, Jane!
Mostly a lurker, but speaking up to let you know brilliant healing white light is flowing to and through you along with my prayers. With the amount of light and prayers surrounding you, darkness doesn’t stand a chance.
Jane, you are an honest to goodness heroine to me. I respect and appreciate you so much that I can’t put it in just a few words at moments notice.
I, as we all, will be spiritually by your side and awaiting word of your recovery.
Jane- my love to you.
Jane, I’m adding my thoughts and prayers to the group’s for a speedy and complete recovery.
You can do this.
-S
JPL @
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ditto that.
and
Many blessings to you.
Will to win, Jane. My thoughts, heart and prayers are with you.
The team is doing a great job.
Dear Jane,
Healing thoughts, vibes, prayers wending their way to you.
I wish you could be in D.C. now. If not for you, none of your crew would be there. You are so deserving.
But you will be surrounded by healing ether wherever you are in these next weeks.
Looking forward to the fourth. Be well and godspeed.
research shows that people recover faster and better, in general, if there are family/friends rooting for them and praying and stroking and all that jazz.
You have all of us and all our resources (psychic included!) at your disposal.
Are you familar with the book Kitchen Table Wisdom?
a great read for you if you are not….
hugs,hugs,hugs!!!!!
Looking forward to your swift recovery, and your sage observations on the upcoming trial.
All the best.
Jane - Best wishes from downunder, get well soon. As much as we all appreciate what you do for FDL, your health is far more important so take as long as you need to recover fully, the rest of the team seems to be doing great.
Take care and know we are all there for you.
Jane, you know I adore you and I’ll be right here for you through this.
Much, much love,
TRex
XXXXOOOO
All good wishes, dear Jane.
Oh, this is upsetting news, but I hope you beat this thing like you’ve helped us beat these scoundrels!
Glitter blessings and a speedy recovery. Go Jane Go!
Jane -
Best wishees for a speedy and complete recovery!
Forget about flying cross country, get yourself whole again first. Bless you Jane.
Good luck, Jane. You keep positive thoughts going — I’ll keep praying!
Whatever the outcome of your current medical issues — your efforts in creating FDL and the way you have stood up and spoken truth to power — has made a huge difference in the world for tens of thousands of people, so many of us who view you as a dear friend, even though we’ve never met you.. you are enlightening the world in the truest sense of the word!
I have walked in these same shoes, sister. Don’t ever forget that you are a Warrior Woman!
No, no, no, no. This is so wrong. I am so sorry, Jane. I have nothing to offer except my prayers, positive thoughts, and a deep well of hope.
Jane…my prayers will be with you. I *know* you’re going to beat this thing.
Thanks so much for all you do.
Kindest Regards and best wishes.
Jane!
My heart and prayers go out to you — and Mr. K8 says the same. You will be in our prayers every single night from now on.
Your inherent strength and sense of humor are two qualities which will see you through this battle, for sure.
And I think the fact that you can swear like a trooper is another extremely useful talent to have — it’s helped me enormously through every surgery and medical crisis, and you are light-years more creative in that department than I am!
Many warm cyber-hugs are streaming out to you from our house. And Tandy, the amazing cancer-fighting Pupster sends her puppy-kisses, too. I hope someday to give you a hug in person.
Thank you so very much for all you do to bring into being this wonderful, warm community which fights the good fight every single day.
And thanks for your honesty about what’s going on in your life — it gives us who love you the chance to reach out in support and to offer our prayers for you.
Jane,
Make sure to put your needs here first. You have, as your noted, an excellent group to cover this trial. Just get well, you have a long future in front of you!
I had the pleasure of telling Jane today that, along with my son Esten, she’s one of the toughest motherfuckers on the block.
Sending all support and positivity your way, Jane. Consider me (us) a resource.
Darlin’ Jane,
May I join the chorus of best wishes, our prayers are with you, and all the other heartfelt thoughts offered by a usually hard-as-nails group? We really are with you in spirit and that’s where it counts.Get well soon, we’ll all be waiting for your return…
Jane,
My thoughts and prayers will be with you. I wish you a speedy recovery. We need you back in the game. You’re going to win and so are we! Go for it!
Dear Jane,
You wonderful darling,
Get well soon
Jane
Thoughts and prayers are with you. My beloved diagnosed with lymphoma in December of 2000, the worst day of my life.
Like you, she is a tough one determined to live her life despite the weak-knee love ones around her.
Again God Bless, and prayers do work.
EN
(expletive deleted)!!
Good luck; your guts should carry you far. Carole
Best wishes Jane. I’ll be thinking of you.
Jane,
As one who almost had his ticket punched by The Happy Dispatch a few months ago, I appreciate how Compassionate people face these things. I’m sure you’re more worried about those around you than you are about yourself.
One of the things that will surprise you is that the outpouring of Compassionate Love that will spring from this wonderful community will sustain you. You’ve helped open many hearts here, and our hearts will be your pillow.
Rest. Take your time and be well.
Namaste.
Our prayers and blessings are with you. I’ll use this opportunity to thank you and all the others who contribute to FDL.
My thoughts are with you, Jane.
I’m just recovering from surgery myself albeit minor — a hernia. But still I know you’ll need plenty of time and space for this.
All the best.
Jane, I will light a candle for you every night and send healing thoughts your way.
You are in my prayers.
My prayers, love, and thoughts Jane. YOu are also doing alot in sharing this with us. Be well really soon!!!
Lady Jane,
you are such an admirable woman. Truly.
Get well soon. If there is anything you need, it is yours just by asking.
All of our best wishes are with you.
Jane
The stupidest thing that Scooter Libby ever did was to incite a bunch of cancer survivors to track his lies and expose them as such. As you know–it just makes you stronger, less susceptible to their BS.
So Murray and I will be waiting for you in DC and we’ll have a great old survivor trial party. And then we’ll all turn around and kick ass.
Until then, take care of yourself.
I’m sure we would all be glad to donate to Jane or in her name to a charity of her choosing. God knows I was the astonished recipient of this community’s goodwill (and cash money!).
Three times is very hard. You are a brave woman. I add my best wishes to all the others that you get through the treatments as easily as possible and beat it once and for all.
There is nothing that is going to keep me away from that trial
THIS is the attitude that brought me to read this blog. This is the attitude that is bringing change to the U.S. This is the attitude that gives me hope for the future.
Thanks so very much for all your dedication and hard work. And do take extra good care of yourself.
You have my prayers and good thoughts, Jane, and anything else you need. Hugs
Margot
Best wishes, and hopes for a speedy recovery!
Jane,
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Get well soon, and please don’t overdo. There’s a candle burning for you in Savannah.
You are going to kick this thing’s ass. No doubt about it! You have such a positive attitude, and inner strength.
Best wishes.
All I ever do is lurk–and I lurk a lot! But this calls for a comment.
My best wishes for a speedy recovery. I’m glad you sound like you have really researched your options and that you have a good support structure.
The additional best advice I can give is to have someone with you for as much of the time as possible while you are in the hospital–it really helps to have someone able to “fetch and carry” when the nursing staff is too overloaded to help quickly.
Before we settled on a surgery option I wrestled Drs. Orringer and Giluliano to the floor, got them in a hammerlock and made them promise me that I would be able to fly in two weeks.
I hope that they didn’t need medical attention by the time you were done with them.
We all love you, Jane. What you’ve achieved here goes beyond genius — if they’re going to reopen debate on the Seven Wonders of the World, you deserve serious consideration.
Git-R-done, and we’ll keep the heat on BushCo until you’re ready for battle again. I look forward to seeing you (and the poodles?) in D.C.!
Jane,
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
FDL has given the liberal/progressive community hope through some pretty dark times and now it is our turn to return hope and comfort to you.
Love ya, Jane.
hizzhoner
Go get ‘em, Jane! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!
Good luck, Jane! We’re pulling for ya…
Jane,
Get well, we’ll all be pulling for you - and enjoy reading what Pach, Christie, Marcy et al write about the trial until you can get there yourself. Listen to your doctors and heal fast :)
Holding you in the light, Jane.
Jane,
The next triple grande latte skim is on me. Hell, I’ll fly down to D.C. and bring it to you on 2/4.
Hugs to you.
Best wishes to you, Jane, and your loved ones.
Jane, good luck and just take care of yourself. Things will run “by themselves” until you get back.
Very important question Jane,
Will your docs let you have chocolate?
wow
My thoughts and prayers are with you without question. Anything else I could possibly do to help is also offered. Beat this down and get back as soon as you’re ready - we need you.
…I so hope that you didn’t do any permanent damage to those Drs
Jane -
Oh, hell. So sorry to hear about this, although I have faith you will beat on this like Ali did Liston, or Clinton did Chris Wallace, or, well, you get the idea.
Get better soon. If there is anything us locals can do for you, or if there is a guilty pleasure that would make your two weeks of being on the medical no-fly list more tolerable, do tell.
Hang tough, Jane. We love you!
God be with you.
ISAIAH 53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his strips we are healed. PSALM 119:50 This is my comfort in my affliction:for thy word hath quickened me. Jane, “Hold on to God’s unchanging hand”, He will never fail you. You are in my prayers
Jane
Life does not always seem fair… but thanks to the Lake there will be justice. My prayers are with you.
Delurking to send all gratitude for your work and spirit as well as prayers and candles for your recovery and health. You’re headed straight for that seat in the courtroom.
Good luck Jane.
Jane, its all too trite to say but needs to be said–my thoughts and prayers are with you. You are sorely needed in this world. I’ll be thinking of you all the way through scooter’s trial, and all the appeals. That’s a long time and a lot of great thoughts coming your way.
aimai
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Strength and health to you, Jane. They have an excellent crew there at St. John’s. Be well soon.
From a regular reader and infrequent commenter - dang and damn it. Terribly sorry to hear it, and as with many here I’m sure, such news reverberates in me personally right now - with my good momma.
I know she’d give you a big hug and a kiss, Jane Hamsher. My heart is with you.
LT
Oh, Jane…so sorry to hear but know you will find the way and the strength to beat it. In mid-December I, too, was diagnosed with breast cancer and my surgery is tomorrow…The smartest thing I ever did was to let friends and family know what was happening..Their support and love and confidence in me has made all the difference.
And so it will be with the FDL community’s support of you through your recovery. Bless your heart.
Love and prayers …google kombucha tea. Cured Ronald Reagan of skin cancer. Century old eastern cure for many illnesses .Cancer among them. Chinese and Indian medicine often has cures that western medicine doesn’t.Bad timing for this suggestion..just want you to be well, healthy and happy. We need you.
Jane Hamser. Unstoppable!!
February 4 - I’ll take that to the bank. Stay strong.
Wow, so sorry to hear of your tribulations. FDL has brought so much hope and encouragement in these bleak times. It helps strengthen my soul, as well as activism. Please get well soon and completely. Best
Oh my. Many Blessings and Best Wishes Jane. I’ll hold you close in my thoughts as you go through this,again. Three times? Jesus woman,you must be made of steel. ((((hugs))))
Your in our prayers Jane.
Good luck to you in this new old road, with our prayers. You kick ass, not to worry.
I have never seen so many comments gush forth from this crowd in so short a time. It’s a good metric of how much we love you.
Not a one OT, either.
If you lack for anything, Jane, you will let us know, eh?
Thoughts & prayers go out to you. As Winston Churchill once said: “If you’re going through hell, keep going.”
Oh jeez.
Heartsick to hear this.
Don’t know what I can add, other than to point out again how much this blog and this movement (if it is one) have given to me and the country.
You’re changing the world here. And it’s appreciated.
Please post if there’s ANYTHING you need.
Jane, you have the love of this whole community. We’ll be thinking of you and pulling for you every step of the way. Go get ‘em.
See you soon in DC.
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Jane,Fight and stay focused on wellness….stay focused…ommmmmmmm
Fight like hell Jane. Fight like hell. We’ll be here holding down the fort when you get back in good health.
All I could say was HOLY SHIT! when I first read the post. No what I say is I wish you the best of health and luck to you as you overcome (which I’m sure you will) this temporary setback. I look forward to hearing your take on the trial from my former home of DC. Best wishes.
About this time of year, as we entered the new millenium, I was walking–more like crawling–the same path. The outlook was grim.
Much love, Jane. Many positive thoughts and heartfelt prayers coming your way. May you be granted the same excellent health I now enjoy.
From another whose been through breast cancer, Fight! Fight! Fight!
You are stronger than all the bushes and cheneys in this world.
Look what you’ve done. You’ve brought us all together on the internets!
Prayers, Love and Peace
Jane, thank YOU for being the wonderful, energetic, gifted citizen who gave birth to FDL. I wish you good health, long life and quick recovery. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
I will pray that you get beat this Jane, which of course you will. Best wishes!
(((((((((((((((((((((JANE)))))))))))))))))))))
atta girl Jane…Three’s a charm. Love you!
Jane is a force of nature. My money is on Jane to make it Hamsher 3, cancer 0.
The best of luck to you, Jane. I know all your readers are pulling for you. We’re proud of you, too, for you have made activists out of hundreds, and perhaps by extension thousands of people who otherwise would still be sitting on the political sidelines. You’ll undoubtedly face your surgery with the same determination you’ve shown in the professional and political arenas.
Jane - You are an inspiration.
O name of Jane! Joy in the heart, honey in the mouth, melody to the ear of her devout clients.